leave me alone

i always told myself, life is a fairy tale
there are good days and there are days you fail
but in the end everything will be fine
hope for the best, believe in these words of mine

but when dark clouds are all that you can see
and the world wont let you what you want to be
i realized life is a wretched soul
tearing me into bits apart, it wont let me be whole

i tried to befriend it, but it wants to suck my happiness away
building new challenges and making me fall everyday
the winding roads make me dizzy and nauseous
i cannot escape from its wrath howmuchever i am cautious

sometimes i want to give up
sometims i ask it to shutup
sometimes i plead to it to leave me alone
sometimes i curse it, try to bargain that a lot i have borne

but its stuck to me like a shadow
the paths of joy are growing more and more narrow
the horror the pain the disdain
everything around me seems so vain

i weep i cry to lessen the hurt
it swears at me, it behaves curt
i want to hide but it finds me everywhere
there is no way to escape, no more can i bear