i stood all alone against the test of time
fighting with myself, standing against all odds, losing everytime
yet i did not give up, with the hopes of a better tomorrow
however grim the situation was i did not bow down to any sorrow
i did find happiness in bits and pieces
but when i started to enjoy it, emerged another major crisis
i always believed God was trying to make me stronger
But now am tired and weary cant go on any longer
i cant put the broken pieces of my soul back together,have lost many
don't have hopes of feeling complete any
how long is this war with myself going to go on
for how long do i have to keep telling myself 'Just hold on'
sometimes feel like the lead character of a never ending TV soap
whose torments will never end,atleast not until with the drag the audience can no longer cope
but on second thoughts atleast it has a definite end
When the dropping TRP signals to the producer are sent
But what about me?????
Will i ever be free????
Ya ghumte rahugi iss roller coaster ride mei gol gol
Janne kliye padhte rahiye diary of this frustrated soul
