Scared.....

scared to leave the known lanes
scared to let go, afraid of bearing the pain
scared to traverse the untread path
scared to question, lest would receive wrath

scared to to see the truth that lies in front of me
scared to cry lest it would weaken me
scared to stand still, lest the wind would blow me away
scared to talk, lest mumbles amidst fast flowing tears are all that i have to say

scared to accept the reality
scared to be hurt brutally
scared to kill the hope inside of me
scared to face the real me......