sometimes even when all the people you love are around you, you feel sad.all the bad
memories come flashing in front of your eyes and alongwith that the fear that something
like this will happen again. although at the most all you can do is keep yourself busy so
that your mind gets distracted from these thoughts, they always find a way to creep into
your mind dissolving all the peace that was prevailing in your soul.we all make mistakes,
but not always are we able to accept that and move on. sometimes the mistakes are so huge
that their shadows haunt you forever.and there is nothing you can do about it.there is no
way you can go back, turn back time and undo whatever has happened.there is always some
hollowness in your heart, some vacuum which can never be filled.sometimes circumstances
are the culprit, sometimes our false pride, sometimes our selfishness, sometimes our
anger.we may regret something for the rest of our life, but the truth remains that there
is no way you can change your past nor can you remove the hollowness that persists, nor
can you break free from the load that you are carrying.and sometimes when the same
situation crops up again, you feel so paralysed you are afraid you would make the same mistake
again that you do nothing about it. and that again in most cases adds to your regret.you try to run away
from the situation, but the more you try to run away from something, the more fiercely it follows
you....wish we all create so many happy memories that these happy memories conquer the bad memories and shoo them away forever...or maybe when it comes to bad memories we all become like the Aamir Khan of Ghajini!!
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